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Wow Christina you've been hit really hard. I'm sorry. My family is just about all gone, one sister I barely know anymore. But it's been gradual.
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On May 25, 2011, at 10:08 AM, Christina Mitchell <cnaylor073@gmail.com> wrote:
> Bren,
> Welcome to the group.
> I'm Christina from New Jersey USA, 27 year old blind female. I have
> anxiety and depression which has been going off and on since I was in
> my early teens when I've had a lot of deaths in my family. The first
> death started with my oldest sister who died when I was between 12 and
> 13. Then I lost 2 grandmothers, 2 uncles, 3 aunts, my dad in 2009,
> and I lost my primary doc about 6 months ago who was very dear to me
> and was like my mom. She was my pediatrician when I was 12 and now
> she's gone I feel like I'm losing everybody. I know everybody gotta
> go but I can't take losing family. Then I have a sister next to me
> who isn't learning anything from my oldest sister being killed and now
> she's ill and I just can't take it anymore. I wake up everyday
> thinking about these same people who've died and this sister who's
> still living and chronicly ill and I cry over the simplest things.
> Then I end up hating myself for it. I hate everything about my
> depression and anxiety. My mom's still living and the only one I'm
> close to out of everybody in the family. I take an anxiety med Ativan
> and Zoloft for my depression. Was on Lexapro but have been switched
> due to insurance issues. Before I was diagnosed I was afraid of going
> to sleep because everytime I attempted it I would feel like people
> were holding me hostage in bed. It's a very scary feeling when you
> feel like people are constantly attacking you; I saw it as the dead
> haunting me. I have less of these attacks now that I'm taking meds.
> I got admitted in crisis last month for bad behavior due to
> depression. And this economy doesn't make my depression any better.
> Our governer's constantly screwing with medicaid I'm starting to hate
> him. Tc talk soon hugs.
>
> On 5/24/11, safirezprincess@yahoo.com <safirezprincess@yahoo.com> wrote:
> > We would like to know your first name,
> >
> > Bren
> >
> > what state or country you live at,
> >
> > MI USA
> >
> > how long had you had this problem
> >
> > Since mid 1990's
> > ,and if you are male or female and your age.
> >
> > Female, 40
> >
> > I am agoraphobic, sprinkled with panic attacks, and periods of generalized
> > anxiety thrown in for good measure. I also have major depressive issues. My
> > dog Snoop died about a month ago and my symptoms have increased since then.
> > I look forward to getting to know everyone.
> > Bren
> > Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
> >
> >
>
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have a panic attack is that it will pass
whether it passes quickly or slowly
depends whether I drop the idea of it
being dangerous or not.
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